CHIP~S!!!!<3

It's best this way.
I am not going to see you guys for very long anyway.
This may be the last time im going to play basketball
I'm really sorry.

The feeling is worse than losing a girlfriend.
Worse than retaking the o levels.
I feel like i am so trapped.
but isnt after o level supposed to be fun?
I want to break down.
I am breaking down.
Someone help me.
I want to be strong.
And yet i am a failure in all aspects of life.

Soon i will lose time. Space. Play. Friends. All of them.
and whose fault isit?
no. it isnt mine.
It's god.
And this world.

I need to be strong. Mentally strong.
I cant be the spoilt kid that i was.
Grow up sebastian. Stop whining.